Update on life

Well Kyle has started school and is loving it. He is enjoying it. He is working hard though he is working during the day every day except Sundays and Fridays then he is going to school at night. He is working so hard. He is a wonderful man. He is so good to me.

While he is at school and work I am working full time and then chilling while he is at school. I don't like being at home alone. I miss him so much while he is gone. But in the end it will be worth it. It is just going to take time.

I can't believe it though, here Kyle and I are coming up on 2 months. Wow that is amazing. He is amazing. He is so patient and understanding. The past week or so I was not feeling well and Kyle just took care of me. He was so sweet and loving.

I couldn't ask for more! I love you Kyle!

Merry Christmas!!!!

Wow Christmas is already here. Time has already flown by. I can't believe it. It is really nice sharing Christmas with Kyle. Combining traditions of his with traditions of mine. Fun thing is both of us grew up having cinnamon rolls for breakfast so that is exactly what we did. Kyle made home made cinnamon rolls. It was fun though because with it just being the 2 of us we were able to save the presents from the last reception in Nauvoo to open on Christmas morning along with the presents we got each other. Funny thing is we got each other the same thing. We got each other a blender... same brand and everything! It was rather amusing.

We are going to go to see a movie later today that will be something new for me. We are going to go see Alvin and the Chipmunks (never thought of going to a movie on Christmas!) But why not!

I hope all of you have a wonderful Christmas and remember to cherish the moments of family, friends, and Christ today! Merry Christmas!

check this out! Its beautiful!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_sYDl_PBrk

its offical i am hitched!

Well the wedding was over a week ago and I am just now getting to blogging. Well partially because I am wide awake and Kyle is still asleep. Weird I normally am so tired and I haven't gotten much sleep lately due to being sick and coughing all the time. Grr!

Well the wedding was beautiful. I can't tell you how all morning I was stressing out worried that he was going to change his mind. I am so relieved that our wedding was early and not later. I would have been a basket case. As it is I didn't sleep the night before. It was so great because some of my family even made it down. Some that I haven't seen in 8 years. It was so great!

Ahh can you feel the love? Sorry its kind of a sappy picture but I was so happy that day it really was the best day of my life! I have no regrets and really am married to my best friend!

Sisterly fashion! The night before for my baccalaureate party we went and got pedicures! Best baccalaureate party ever if you ask me!

The Las Vegas temple so perfect for the wedding! I can't imagine getting married any where else!

Yesterday I had an emotional breakdown.... 17 days till my wedding and my dress doesn't fit. My boobs are to big! I swear I had a melt down. If it were not for my mom and older sister I would have been so emotional.... Thanks guys. Things will work out.

Wedding plans.... going crazy!

Wow today Kyle reminded me of what a great guy I am marring! (Well I knew it but sometimes its nice to be reminded.) I spent the day running around trying to get last minute wedding things done, I went and and got the ties for all the guys in the wedding party. Lots of blue and purple ties. I even got one for Beck! He is going to be the most attractive baby boy there.... okay so he most likely will be the only baby boy there but hey I can be bias too can't I? After all I am going to be his favorite Aunt Mariah!

But then I cleaned the apartment, and ran Diana around. I got home and was still doing things! But what does Kyle do? He is sweet and comes over after a long day at work and makes me dinner. Nothing special he does that all the time because he does the majority of the cooking but still it made me realize and remember how sweet he is. He had a long day. He could have complained and had me cook but he didn't he was sweet and cooked dinner.

I am defiantly marrying the best guy in the world!

Sorry ladies in 19 days he will be all mine! But now its crunch time and things are getting closer honestly I CANT wait but part of me is a little nervous. Not to be married to Kyle but to have to live with a man... I mean after all guys (most guys) are dirty and what if he has weird habits I don't know about? I know I worry to much!

I was also thinking of a song Kyle and I like to listen too. It really explains our lives so much. Both of us have had our share of failed relationships but we learned from them, and they really did lead me straight to him.

"Bless The Broken Road"

Raskal Flatts

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus]

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Kyle is the one man I want to spend forever with. My broken road ended with him. He is my rock! My northern star. He is constant and filled with love. I can't wait to be his wife. I only fear that he will realize how flawed I am before he says I do....

The last few days I have been an emotional basket case. Stupid birth control pills.... They make me a little more moody then normal. Plus I am starting to stress out. Wedding plans are going but its crunch time.... ahhh

Well life has been kinda crazy the last little bit. I moved apartments and that was stressfull enough. We moved seriously everyday for an entire week! I was more then ready to be done. I am even more then ready to be done with boxes! I HATE boxes. I am realizing that yes the apartment is about the same size but it is 1 bed room and Kyle has started moving his stuff in as well, I am learning there is not as much room..... grr. Oh well. The kitchen has EVERYTHING we could possible ever need. Well everything except a toaster! But I am excited because I have a washer and dryer in the apartment. Its a tiny one, really cute but its better then going to a laundry matt!

This is my fav part of the entire apartment. A walk in closet... I have to share of course but its a walk in closet!

This is the living room, I am excited the painting I have had for well over a year has finally made it up on the wall and not just up against the wall!